I just wanted him to like me more, so I just did what he asked. In the dark church basement, I granted his wish and pleasured him. I did what he asked, with no questions asked: yet I never expected that I would want to kill myself later on. I knew that I was wrong for what I did, but I liked him. Sometimes you have to do what you feel is right, even if you know it is the wrong thing to do. On March in 2007, my life was changed forever.